1 - The Transformation of a New Civilization (Jamie Madrox) Mutant genes cross-splice as horrible creatures of the night devour and feed on any cowards in sight apocalyptic grin, there's a monster coming out from within eyes change from white to black and crimson sickness pumps through the arteries as hunger starts to take control and swallows what's left of your soul go you feeling like a creep as you catch a glance of your reflection in the puddles of blood from beneath your feet don't look again cause you might die from fright you might see something so scary that you block your sight you can't control your impulses the hunger is overcoming everything nerves are twitching and your heands are constantly shaking follow the herds with hundreds crawling the streets feeding for thirst some are hurting so bad they only scream like you will when that day comes if you can just stay calm you might make it through the transformation of civilization (chorus) A new civilization has been reborn The fall out caused man to become deformed Open sores on our arms and our legs Look like they've been infected with a horrible plague (Monoxide Child) washed ashore face buried in about six inches or more and my reflection, horrified and inside i can feel it, it aint right and i think i might of died just spotted so i raise both hands and god it would be good if they can help me understand running towards me and its all pretty blurry but i can tell their all coming in a hurry and i stand up ran up a little further so i can get a better look at whatever it is am i on sedatives cant control it so im running like a zombie people all around me and im thinking let the monster out the sight of me is so disturbinly distorted that ya conscience can't afford to let it breathe so its aborted am i the product of a cloning gone wrong created trhough all the breedings of a social crosswalk (chorus) a new civilization has been reborn the fall out caused man to become deformed open sores on our amrs and our legs look like they've been infected with a horrible plague a new civilization has been reborn the fall out caused man to become deformed eat the living to survive the pain because the hunger is the only thought inside your brain 2 - Get Off Of Me! (Intro) Hello, I just wanna say to everybody standing here tonight. I just wanna say to everybody standing here tonight. GET THE FUCK OFF! (Monoxide Verse) My walk my talk my soul you hate My bad I really don’t like you hate And just can’t understand the way you look at my face (GET OFF OF ME) (Madrox) Your hate is a shame your hate is a shame your hate is a shame (Now get off of me) Your hate is a shame your hate is a shame your hate is a shame (Now get the fuck off of me) (Monoxide) Quit living a lie Quit living a lie Quit living a lie (Get off of me) Quit living a lie Quit living a lie Quit living a lie (Get off of me) (Madrox) We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most fucked up people in the world (Madrox Verse) You ready today? You sought it today you know it today (Get off of me) Hate feeling this way, hate looking this way, hate things that they say (Get the fuck off of me) (Monoxide) Quit living a lie Quit living a lie Quit living a lie (Get off of me) Quit living a lie Quit living a lie Quit living a lie (Get off of me) (Madrox) We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most fucked up people in the world (Madrox Verse) Because you know that we’re all crazy insane inside of us all Look around who knows if you’re the only one in here, I don’t know (Monoxide Verse) Hate me for what I am and not for what you want me to be (yea) I don’t give a damn if you don’t give a damn about me (yea yea) (Madrox) Your hate is a shame your hate is a shame your hate is a shame (Now get off of me) Your hate is a shame your hate is a shame your hate is a shame (Now get the fuck off of me) (Monoxide) Quit living a lie Quit living a lie Quit living a lie (Get off of me) Quit living a lie Quit living a lie Quit living a lie (Get off of me) (Madrox) We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most crazy ass people in the world We got to be, the most fucked up people in the world (Madrox Verse) Because you know that we’re all crazy insane inside of us all Look around who knows if you’re the only one in here, I don’t know 3 - Stardust (Monoxide's Answering Machine) Im not here now, gimme a call back, leave me a message tell me what the fuck is goin on, Alright peace. (Jamie Madrox) Oh my god, I just had a fuckin' dream about this shit called 'Stardust', dog. Me and you are gonna change the world, We're gonna be the new Ron Popeil. Our commercials on every channel, I'm telling you this shit is fuckin'.... And did uh, Lavel call you talking about a place to stay or something? I think he said he's gonna kill his moms, man call me back dog. (Madrox) Step right up, ladies and gentlemen have a seat I'm about to show you a product, everyone is sure to need This product I have right here, is small and light in weight And can be concealed in any handbag or briefcase Stardust We're not sure just what it does But the response has been overwhelming, from clients that tell us "If it wasn't for this here product and so on...." Man, there's so many letters, and they go on and on It's a miracle in a bottle, and it sells itself If you got problems in life, this here product can help This opportunity is golden, I'm holding in my hand The key to a brand new life, for those who have a shilling or two And been compelled by the product And intrigued, about what it can do for you Honest, it's the last case I got, and when they're gone, they're gone Take a chance with stardust, it'll fix whatever's wrong (Chorus)(x2) Nothing can be better than this It only cost what you're spending on it It's absolutely not a hustle or fraud You're either buying, or you're moving along (Monoxide) What's this ya ask, I can't say 'Cause what I'm selling here today, effects each in a different way And I'd be glad to give you a little sample, but a dabble isn't ample And plus if people see, then I get trampled Grab hold of my hand ma'am, and walk with me Don't go hiding in the back, and try to talk to me I can see 'em start to well up in your eyes Like raindrops falling from the sky, give it a try And how about you, Ain't ya sick of being picked on for nothing? Well I'm gonna tell you what to do, Ain't you sick of being pushed, hit, kicked, and even spit on Well get you some of this, and then tell them haters to get on Now I been living off the stuff, That we been selling for some time now And look at me, I'm finer than a line now I didn't come to pull the wool over your eyes, But if you're looking for a change, then it's finally arrived (Chorus)(x2) (Madrox & Monoxide) Come with us as we embark, on a tale of a salesman-slash-hustler 'Cause if you got money, you're a potential customer Have you ever seen something unbelievable in your life? Probably not, but people are ready to buy Anything, from anybody, any time at all Snake oils, wristwatch, stardust, he got it all And it's all half off, and everything has to go It's a limited time offer, 'cause funds are running real low Before you wake up, we're already gone On our way, another town, another story evolves And it's been done for so long, that I don't even feel wrong It's second nature, it's as easy as just walking along I never tie myself down, to anything I couldn't leave In less than twenty seconds, and believe I won't forget it, I'm just a hustler, you can trace it in my bloodlines Ask them for the name of the greatest, I bet they say mine (Chorus)(repeats) 4 - Familiar (Madrox) Hollow, You are hollow like a well with no water and everyone's thirsty And follow Now adays everyone's confused and distraught and everything looks promising Let Down Just stand on your feet if you fall and have courage to walk again (Chorus) Tomorrow We Will talk about yesterday Right now i got nuthin' to say honestly Feel betrayed like my love was ripped outta me This Cycle is all to familiar to me This cycle is all to familiar to me (Monoxide) Lonely Feeling like i'm the only one running from someone I Can't seem to get away Trapped now Hidding from the world with eye's closed and pretending i'm dead today Shadows Shadows skip across the floor as i wait for the sun to return to me (Chorus) Tomorrow We Will talk about yesterday Right now i got nuthin' to say honestly Feel betrayed like my love was ripped outta me This Cycle is all to familiar to me This cycle is all to familiar to me (Mono & Madrox) My eye's don't see... nothing but greed your lies Your hate! Broken thrown away my eye's are still closed these feelings come and go your life jealousy these things should cease to be My apologies when you think of me will you overlook all that i've come to be we can find a way we can make it through can we shake this pain that has this hold on you!? Hold on you Hold on you (Chorus) Tomorrow We Will talk about yesterday Right now i got nuthin' to say honestly Feel betrayed like my love was ripped outta me This Cycle is all to familiar to me This cycle is all to familiar to me 5 - Madness (Monoxide) Mixed up and I'm so confused I'm getting aggravated with a really short fuse And I'm having a conversating to show my cooperation They drag me to the station And they ask me about the time and place and I think they know I did it The evidence shows I did it They keep on asking me for the body But I forget where I hid it I get these black out spells And I don't remember much But I'm always at the police station Every time that I wake up They're yelling louder now The night has turned to dawn They said if I don't know him How the fuck did I have his sweater on They handed me a folder And told me to look inside These pictures had me in them And they put me at the scene of the crime And when I touched them all These visions came flashing back And I can see me standing behind I'm about to swing an axe And when he falls I see my body collapse And now that's all I remember I'm just stating the facts (chorus) Change me, never wanna hate me All are gonna pray for the day that our worlds collide Save me We like to keep it crazy ruthless 'til it blows your brain We're not the average and that's why the call us strange Change me, hate me (Madrox) Oh the way the body reacts Sometimes as if there is no relaxing See the reaction, feel the impulse That runs through the body and stumbles across It crept inside of my head And a holy man pulled it up out of my mind Thinking of loving and constantly hating Consuming us all the time I'm worse if no better with pages and letters That change into words and become angel feathers I past upon broken wings hoping the open Then giving them wings to fly Away to the sky for a new piece of mind A chance to move forward while falling behind The time to get right, no more just getting by Do or do not, there's no reason to try Let it subside, I'm letting you know That things get mixed up like an antidote Take control of your body and soul And swipe it all for miracles And even if your mind's confused Then this is what you need to do You need to get that mixed up feeling Upside and from out of you I fell to the earth and got back up And shook that shit off eagerly I took a step and jumped to the heavens But my ups are humanly Angelie to the center But surrounded by society And all the while and everyone Is watching me so quietly (Chorus 2x) Change me, never wanna hate me All are gonna pray for the day that our worlds collide Save me We like to keep it crazy ruthless 'til it blows your brain We're not the average and that's why the call us strange (Monoxide) Considered by many people To be the equal of the anti-christ But those are the people of old generations Filling my life with bad advice Can he be right Well I guess I find out when I'm on the mic Press conference in the pentagon quick But still can't stop this child of the night Anonymous like a letter of anthrax Just to get my point across, I derailed an amtrak Fine line between genius, going through it And some one who's just doing it to prove that he's a lunatic Which one am I Well I won't know until I die Won't know until I'm walking on down Or floating in the sky Why should I be the same lame game You're use to I'd rather say some shit That'll burn a hole right through you I'm stranger than a stranger Knocking on the door In danger of himself And he's asking you for help And of course you turn your back on Anything a little different And that's why the aliens you saw Never exsisted (Chorus 2x) Change me, never wanna hate me All are gonna pray for the day that our worlds collide Save me We like to keep it crazy ruthless 'til it blows your brain We're not the average and that's why the call us strange 6 - Fuck U Pt. 2 (Madrox & Monoxide) Who you looking at? Who you talking to? Think you hard? Bitch, I'm hard too! Is the clique in here tonight? Is the clique in here? So what you gonna do when they say... I'ma tell 'em! Think we playin'? Is the fam in the house?! lemme hear ya! Where ya at? Let me hear ya! Let 'em know that we don't play, we get it live! Motherfucka! What I said? Who you looking at? Who you talking to? Think you hard? Bitch, I'm hard too! Is the clique in here tonight? Is the clique in here? So what you gon' do when they say?! I'ma tell 'em! Think I'm playin'? Is the fam in the house?! lemme hear ya! Where you at?! (Woo Woo!) Lemme hear ya! (Woo woo!) Let 'em know that we don't play, we get it live! Motherfucka! Whut I said?! Fuck you! 7 - Jenny's A Fat Bitch (Jenny) Trust me girl, every time the T comes to Anaconda, Montana They be hookin' up with a bitch Aight, Last time I was on the tour bus, they treated me like straight up lunch meat in a twiztid sandwich I never had my box rocked like that before. Let me tell you something, they put it down Oh I know all these people, hold on, lets go up to the bus... (Security) Hey bitch, you gotta go! (Jenny) What? No, I'm here to see Jamie and Paul... (Security) You cant be standing here. (Jenny) they said tha.... (Security) I don't give a fuck what they said, You gotta go... (Jenny) Well fuck you then... (Security) No, fuck you and that fat bitch you're with... (Jenny) Fuck this, girl let's go..I'ma go try and find A ? 8 - Fantasy (Madrox) Baby, you don't know me, but I'm crazy 'Cause I like comic books, toys and freaky ladies And you can never fade me at all Even if you're coming out of your panties and bra I been taught and I been played, it's all the same And that's why they call it a game and me a loser I like subtle bitches who like to fuck rough Not thug bitches who just like to just make love You're just too confused And maybe you been abused But who am I to critique The dudes you let up in you I know who I am Do you know who you are And would you really have the hots for me If I wasn't a rap star I'm an underground provider of the carnival speach To get you so hot you flash your titties and peach You say you rub your soft spot when you thinking of me Well add two more fingers and go deeper into your fantasy (Chorus) You rub, you touch, thinking of me You want it bad, just let it be How bad you want it, let me see How far you'll take this fantasy I see girls like you all the time They act like they want to be mine They act like once they get what they want They'll be happy, fantasy (Monoxide) I'm not sure if you know what you're getting into 'Cause fucking with me is like fucking with a gin-su I'm not the candy and flowers type that you're use to To damn near die to try to impress or amuse you And all you see is the paint and the contacts And hear a couple of bomb raps And then you're like, where Paul at And I don't even see how you could get a picture of me on the internet I guess with the fame It'll make it look like we ever met It'll take another guess maybe 'cause you're crazy And lady I ain't even trying to be playing with And plus I'm probably everything you'd expect And you'll probably just want to go and get married instead And you'll probably just be the craziest bitch I ever met And I'll probably end up in jail for abusing your neck once again If I was working at your local record store Would you still want to be my little whore (Chorus) You rub, you touch, thinking of me You want it bad, just let it be How bad you want it, let me see How far you'll take this fantasy I see girls like you all the time They act like they want to be mine They act like once they get what they want They'll be happy, fantasy (Madrox) I got bitches telling me they hear I got a pretty dick Aside from that and the fat kid tits, that's my assets A few more reasons to make you lick your lips Imagining you're deep throating my pretty chubby thickness Would you be feeling me If I was serving you burgers and fries Chocolate shakes and promotional apple pies Or just drying your ride at the local car wash Some how I imagine my digits Would have been lost in the sauce (Monoxide) Maybe it's because I got some cute ass nuts That make the chickens want to get me And just gobble them up It could even be my super long run of bad luck That will turn a good girl into a freaky deaky slut Or maybe it's because you're crazy sitting in the dark With headphones like we're never apart And on that note I'm going to see you when you're dreaming Thinking of me and just feining (Chorus) You rub, you touch, thinking of me You want it bad, just let it be How bad you want it, let me see How far you'll take this fantasy I see girls like you all the time They act like they want to be mine They act like once they get what they want They'll be happy, fantasy 9 - Who Am I? (Madrox) What would it take for you to believe, in me And what would it be like, if you were living, all your dreams Why would you care if I, told you to live, while others want you to die (Chorus) Who am I, to tell you something that you already know Who am I, to tell you to hold on when you wanna let go Who am I, I'm just a sicko with a song in my head And it keeps playing again, and again, and again, and again (Monoxide) How would it sound, if I told you to leave, me How would it feel, if I gave it all up, to be free I just don't like to be here, a situation where you listen to me (Chorus) (Monoxide & Madrox) Man, I'm so high, I forget the words to my favorite song I've been smoking so long, what are you waiting for, just sing along Why you looking at me?! I'm just like you, singing my favorite song Well, What you want it to be? Don't let me break you off, sing along What would it be like, if we were all, you need A chance to change your life, while taking a break, from your reality Why would you dare to try When you become so comfortable with your lies 10 - The Truth Will Set You Free (Monoxide) They'll probably tell you he's a drunken asshole And then say it with such conviction you'll believe them and I know I sit and listen to all the little drama All the who's baby mama, who's addicted to blah, blah, blah Who gives a fuck it's probably all a big lie A way to get the people talking and walking to get in line A way to keep the name going but sometimes it backfires And then everybody but you is nothing more than a liar You hire lawyers and I watch and read about it for weeks While the media transforms and digs deep And you believe the media so much That your opinion is now a fact regardless of what they told us The jury's back and everybody's on the edge of their seat They read the verdict and it says not guilty And you expect that we believe in what you say When everything that you been saying is nothing more than a fake (Choru 2x) The truth will set you free It's all false to me, things ain't always what they seem to be The truth will set you free Take a look around, look on they face, they as confused as me (Madrox) We smoke light green when we meditating Newports when conversating Asian carpet woce so well it keep us levitating Like Aladdin but we're stealing souls like a reaper Look into my eyeball ring we both see you Dilated and intergrated mixed with the madness All traps and no cheese creates sadness And if this is life, am I living in a maze Feeling like Jimmy Hendrix always seeing purple haze But what a beautiful color for such a delusion Government trying to clone suckas with cell fusion Now tell me what is that, stealing individuality Beefing up the army all brawn with no mentality Can you see through the face like cellophane We're the voice in the back of your brain tucked away But your sanity is such a lie Don't believe me mother fucker, open up your eyes See what's going on (Chorus 2x) The truth will set you free It's all false to me, things ain't always what they seem to be The truth will set you free Take a look around, look on they face, they as confused as me (Madrox) You need to check your surroundings it's so commercialized Got to have the name brand shit to enhance your shine, is it civilized Seems more human than human seeing the mutant alive Breathing inside the music And the truth is only what they want you to know Because they know too much would break control And cause an overload in your perfect humdrum so predictable Reality of life where everything is fictional (Monoxide) Organized like La Costa Nostra Bring the truth like Carl the Tooth, it's game over Slang yola weed and that boy liked to worship satan The dark arts were like toys Ouija boards and all kinds of little demons Being sent into this world from my poisonous semen If you believe in anything you heard I just said Then before the song is over everybody will be dead (Chorus 4x) The truth will set you free It's all false to me, things ain't always what they seem to be The truth will set you free Take a look around, look on they face, they as confused as me 11 - Respirator (Chorus) Sometimes you stop to just take a breath You breathe in the air when you get upset You don't want to change, you just think you need A little time alone and away from me But I'm not the only thing in the world that's in your way And I know it's hard sometimes You misunderstand all those things I say (Jamie Madrox) And I don't need anymore, anything to control me I put my addictions aside again And I don't need anymore, anything to provoke me And wonder why I try again (Monoxide Child) I think that maybe this way that I feel's a side effect From trying to balance my soul, instead I keep dividing it And hiding it from people who wanna provoke my bad side And keep it all from bubbling over into a landslide I'm medicated just hoping that it'll fly by But sometimes I need to take a breath and I'll be alright Up all night because all of this is getting to me I know you probably want to hit me but breathe with me (Chorus) Sometimes you stop to just take a breath You breathe in the air when you get upset You don't want to change, you just think you need A little time alone and away from me But I'm not the only thing in the world that's in your way And I know it's hard sometimes You misunderstand all those things I say (Jamie Madrox and Monoxide Child) I sit so high on up while others level off at any cost I've been depraved of things That people think are such an awful loss And I lost the race and picked up the pace My timing's off, I'm well aware And I can't believe I say those things I say as if I just don't care (Chorus) Sometimes you stop to just take a breath You breathe in the air when you get upset You don't want to change, you just think you need A little time alone and away from me But I'm not the only thing in the world that's in your way And I know it's hard sometimes You misunderstand all those things I say (Jamie Madrox) And I don't want anymore, all the greed is controlling The hunger never seems to end And I don't try anymore, so afraid of devoting And then I die inside again I think that maybe this way that I feel's a side effect From trying to balance my soul, well I keep dividing it I try to get back up when I slip on banana peels Situations develop out the mist of air it kind of feels Like breathing in exhaust fumes while exhaling the hate Oh so many days gone bad it all seems to fade And dilute and pollute and contaminate the breathing air I'm taking breaths to moderate as if I just don't care (Chorus) Sometimes you stop to just take a breath You breathe in the air when you get upset You don't want to change, you just think you need A little time alone and away from me But I'm not the only thing in the world that's in your way And I know it's hard sometimes You misunderstand all those things I say Breathe with me as if I just don't care Would you breathe with me, as if I just don't care Breathe with me as if I just don't care Would you breathe with me, as if I just don't care Breathe with me as if I just don't care Would you breathe with me, as if I just don't care 12 - Triple Threat (Monoxide) Chain smoking and heart broken I'm focused Brain blowing I start showing I'm hopeless Heroine is my new name and I'm the dopest Shit you even shot in your veins and chose to notice No remote so don't try to control this Haywire put me on the screen and I explode It's one, two, three, worldwide threat Fuck with us we'll have you're girlfriend x-ed (Madrox) It's the multiple man and I'm duece in line With a gauge to your dome about to free your mind Before pimping was a hustle we was on the grind Between fame and power it's a thing line, give me mine We outside looking for a way in bitch Trayside representing to the mother fucking finish You don't want none, we got guns like C. Hesston And quick to lay you flat on your back without a question (Chorus 2x) One, two, three, throw up your sign It don't matter where you're from, everybody can ride One, two, three, throw up your sign It don't matter where you're from, everybody can ride (Blaze) What you staring for, are you loked out like me First up to bat with a forty it's Colton Grundy Kick the dirt off my cleats, keep my hand on my heat 'Cause my life is the game and I live for the streets Yes sir, you don't want to catch no strays From the other end of my AK when it sprays Base hit, spill somebody's blood on the pavement Buck willin', you know how them thugs get (Monoxide) If you don't know how it came to be Verbel attack from the likes of not one but three M.C.'s And it stands for malicious cobras Hot tracks locked and loaded we show no love One, two, three, triple threat like fuck any set Three fingers in the air is how we represent it We came for the pennant, the crown and the thrown And if you act hard, hell yeah, bitch it's on Chorus 2x) One, two, three, throw up your sign It don't matter where you're from, everybody can ride One, two, three, throw up your sign It don't matter where you're from, everybody can ride (Madrox) You can't stop this onslaught off the chain And this side of ours is so deranged And you don't wanna try your luck Guaranteed first wrong move be the one to get you fucked up (Blaze) Two double o five and we keep shit live Every day ain't nothing you can do or even say You know what, fuck Shane Douglas, we the franchise Save your time sitting and praying for our demise (Monoxide) We taking over like Sheed in the paint With a dunk nuts all in your face, I'm first place Legendary for the scariest shit you ever heard To the point they wanna ban us from you're local suburb (Monoxide, Madrox, & Blaze) Three, two, one, threat representer It's hard to be right when you're left of center And can't nobody out there do it any better No matter how many beats and rhymes they muscle together Chorus 2x) One, two, three, throw up your sign It don't matter where you're from, everybody can ride One, two, three, throw up your sign It don't matter where you're from, everybody can ride East side, north side South side, east side West side, north side South side, east side West side, north side South side, east side West side, north side South side, east side 13 - Starve Your Fear (Madrox) Uplifting, uprooting the veins of the tree So many branches have withered and dieing so slowly And only confusion and common delusion Can be the result of the path that you're choosing To walk or to run under the moon or the sun Taking of space, being a star or trying to become one We're undone meaning that we're yet to finish We got many more albums before our title's diminished or relinquished On to the game for the young cats to eat up Until then we're holding it down throwing the east up Piece up what's left of my so called mind And put my pen to the paper and rhyme Oh oh oh shit, no shit You ain't got a notion for shit We're under water and wondering how wet we can get We're soaking to the point that we're out spoken Now I think I got your mind open, can we come in (Chorus 2x) Starve your fear, feed your life You'll find that you might Be completely different all together And then you'll decide which one you like better (Monoxide) I'm not afraid I'ma go to work with a gauge And with the help of a barricade I'ma make the front page I'm not afraid but when the TV keeps playing I can see faces of people and the voices keep saying Starve your fear, feed your life Let me see you mother fuckers deal with that shit every night I wanna see one of you walking in my shoes And in less than six seconds you'll be begging To take them off and be you I'm never alone and clone drones that look like me But to follow every move that I make is not likely Don't take it lightly This shit is heavy like a gang of fat bitches Who love to wear their clothes tightly I'm more afraid of myself than anything else This world can hurdle at me Disease, war and slap me if I'm going in another direction I can't help it when I get to disecting I get infected Some times it takes control of you No one knows what you're going through Be completely different all together And then you'll decide which one you like better Some times it takes control of you No one knows what you're going through Be completely different all together And then you'll decide which one you like better (Chorus 3x) Starve your fear, feed your life You'll find that you might Be completely different all together And then you'll decide which one you like better 14 - Manikin (Madrox) I was looking for some shoes, and some brand new shorts And took a minute to relax, with some snacks in the food court I was half way finished, with my value meal When I spotted this little cutie, with some sex appeal I winked at her, she gave me a look like I'm a booger I thought "Bitch, I'd rather spend my money on a hooker" Then a bright idea, ran across my mind If I could swipe a manikin, I'd have a freak all the time No listening to her lip, no putting up with her shit No having her act a fool, the way them bitches get So I hid in the clothes rack, at "Frederick's of Hollywood" And waited until they closed, and it was all good I snatched this little fine ass, strawberry blonde With her ass jutted out, with nothin' but some sale panties on Alarms rang out, I ran to the ride And stuffed my new, lifeless sex friend, quickly inside (Chorus)(x2) I love a manikin, should I be panicking I don't know what's happening, but I love her I'm taking her home (Violent J) I went to this little traveling, carnival deal Nothing but a few games, a ferris wheel Haunted house, bumper cars, and a wax museum I went through it once, I'll never be the same She was waxy, sexy, smooth, and scratchable Hourglass titties, and ass was unmatchable I waited for us to be alone, and I kissed her Licked her wax neck, and started caressing her She don't get old, rosy red and pretty I'm sneaking her out of here, and taking her with me To my trailer in the woods, I laid her down gently I bent her arm upwards, accidentally I took a box cutter and I made an incision I carved out a little hole in her, for the neden It hit it, then I set her toes on fire And cried, watching her slowly expire (Chorus)(x2) (Monoxide) Everyday I see her, when I'm riding to work Look in the window, just a little shirt and short skirt Her eyes follow me, whereever I go And she's always in some brand new clothes, and a new pose Banging ass, and not a wrinkle to be found With a face like a doll, and she never makes a sound I bet she likes to talk, when she gets fucked But then she'd probably never shut the fuck up, with my luck She always seems so happy when I'm around And if it wasn't for this window, we'd be fucking on the ground I wanna take her ass home for keeps, she never sleeps I don't even think I seen her off her feet Tonight's the night, that I'ma get her I can't even take it anymore, when I see her, I start to shiver Lip quiver, with the butterfly stomach Leave the truck going, I'ma just grab her and start running (Chorus) (Break)(x2, Once during the chorus) Wanna touch her She's in my dreams Wanna hold her, kiss her I'm taking her home She's not real But I feel like I need her in my arms tonight, wrong or right I'm taking her home 15 - Note 2 Self (Madrox) You know that you can't buy your way into heaven And all those things that you say With no feelings are you pretending to be When you try to be like them becoming less of you Somehow And all the while in need of so many friends (Monoxide) But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening (Chorus) How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see (Madrox) The feelings that you feel keep you from being yourself You've become so wrapped up in your dirty world of Power and wealth you think you can have it all If you want it bad enough and that's probably true That's why there's so much hatred bottled up alive in you (Monoxide) But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening (Chorus 4x) How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see