1 - Origin of Creation See back in the 1970's it was like I was a fetus in a jar, conceived in a lab Raised by scientists, no mom or dad I was the the first human clone All throughout of my life I was all alone Living in a room similar to a jail cell And a government lab and it was real hell Located deep in the South Pole So even if I could escape, there was nowhere to go Throughout my childhood I received no love Just experiments from men in lab coats and rubber gloves Sticking me and bricking me, testing my piss I wasn't a child, just a new experiment No exposure to the outside world No toys, no books, no other boys and girls I was a human guinneapig like a lab rat Even an animal don't deserve that The project would have been finished when I was twenty one I was to be killed, but they had no more funds So they had to bring me to the states Put me on the jet and placed me in the straits The jet took off man, I was scared as shit I looked at the world and I thought "This is it" This is were I wanna be, running free trough out the meadows and the trees Because I hate the human race, they're so fucking cruel They created me but I wish they hadn't do it The jet was shaking, whoa we're going down Its outta control, we're plummeting to the ground We're losing altitude and we're going down fast I jumped into my seat and then the plane crashed I was okay except for a few bruises Everyone else dead, good fucking losers But now my dream has come true and I'm free To take out all my aggression on humanity And I will make them pay, for being so inhuman And then they wonder why I'm so fucking insane You should have killed me when you had the chance you cruel heartless pricks Cause now... I'ma take out all this anger and aggression on every human being I see In any abstract, sick, twisted way I see fit Hahahahahahahahaha Hahahahahahaha That's my story boys and girls... 2 - Drifter I cant explain why I'm filled with hate But one hot summer day on the interstate I was hitchhiking looking for this killing mate I'm feelin great I wanna singlehandily increase the murder rate And terminate Anybody that I see I'm gonna stab em Here comes a car pullin over, a station wagon It's got a mom and 2 kids inside Hey you need a ride you look like a nice guy? Thank god you stopped I'm just goin to town Because a couple miles back my car broke down But you really shouldn't pick up people that you don't know Cause one of these days you might pick up a psycho! Right then and there I put the blade to her neck I'll fuckin kill you all if don't stop this wreck She said: Take the car but leave me and the kids Keep beggin bitch like I really give a shit So the kids started screamin as I took her outside They watched in horror as their mom got tied To the back bumper They watched they mother Getting beat down by this sick mother fucka Got back in the car they was petrified (let's go) Put the car on drive now its time for ride Pedal to the floor hit 75 As the kiddies watch momma getting dragged behind Bloody limbs they fly all over the road Till its just a mangled a torso tied to a rope Got back in the car They thought they was in danger Let this be a lesson to don't ever talk to strangers (Chorus 3X) Takin lives like a burglary Watch on the news and ya heard of me There aint no stoppin my murder spree I'm on a murder spree I'm on a murder spree So I calmly walked away towards the train tracks In blood stained slacks Cause my brains tapped I hop a fraught car no idea where I'm headed I ran just in time to get in I don't see an endin Get off the train headed to the first house It works out perfectly - a murder spree Got the urge for a murder Gotta take another life Today I think ill take a little house wife So I'm quite as a mouse in the house I sneak in Wifeys makin lunch while the kids are sleepin I creep in the kitchen wrap my arms around her waist Ooo honey your home early Wrong bitch look at my face Now stop that fuckin screamin bitch that shit wont make me stop All your doing is brewin the urge I already got! She tried to call for help in a desperate attempt A bloody hand print on the phone is as far as she gets So I took out my knife and I severed her spinal cord Now shes layin in a pool of blood on the floor I aint leavin till I know your dead I unplugged the microwave and I bashed her in the head Thanks Hon' it was fun but now I gotta run Left the 2 babies crawlin in there mothers own blood See a police car in the distance And they ask If I need some assistance Walked over to the cruiser leaned inside Thank god you stopped cause I need a ride Well obviously you do theres a killer on the loose You shouldn't be out son aint you dun see the news (Ah?) Come on inside I'll take you home But before he knew what happened I just grabbed his throat He tried to grab is gun out the holster What the hell I just grabbed it out his hand then I shot him in the shoulder Choked him to death then I dragged him out the car Then I carried his fat ass to a barn Dropped him on the ground then I hollowed out his rib cage Driving off his pain cause I gotta sick brain I can't control it when the urges are occurrin Took a bite out of his bladder like the sour taste of urine In my mouth spit it out now I'm off to the next I wanna see death but its more complex Yea that's right pig Its nothing personal its just its just I got a urge to kill and you cant stop me aint nobody gonna stop me your just another statistic now I'm off to the next (Chorus 3X) Takin lives like a burglary Watch on the news and ya heard of me There aint no stoppin my murder spree I'm on a murder spree I'm on a murder spree 3 - Bad Day Rollin down the ave in my piece of shit ride It barely even runs and it stinks inside But I really don't care cuz its gettin me where I'm goin I'm just drivin along I hear this horn start blowin I'm lookin all up in the rearview like who the fuck is behind me The high beams in my face and know they startin to blind me This fool is gettin pissed cuz I ain't goin fast enough But I can't go any faster still he wants to pass and stuff He passes on the right and then he flips me off He's like fuck you pal as he lays on the horn And that shit be pissin me off cuz he thinks that hes safe Just because hes in his car but I'll still break his face Now my heart is startin to race adrenalyne is flowin He treat me like shit drivin away where the fuck he think hes goin I'll show him who hes messin with now I'm gonna make him pay So I follow him home because he caught me on a bad day I can't believe that guy has some nerve So I followed his ass all the way home to the suburbs He pulls into the driveway he's goin into the house Tonites the night I think Ima take the whole family out So I wait a while but now I got a closer look So I go up to the window and I'm hidin up in a bush And I look inside oh no what do I see? Its the classic all american family The asshole is sittin on the couch with his wife Hes got 2 kids a dope crib what a life He has no idea that they all about to die Cuz today the stupid bitch fucked with the wrong guy I walk up to the house and I kick open the door The guy jumps up he trys to his me in the jaw But I look at him and smile now the families gettin scared They all run and hide but this guy is still there So I'm still smilin at him cuz I'm a lunatick Then I took out my knife and I stabbed him in the dick He fell to the floor as he begged for his life He asked if I was gonna hurt the kiddies and his wife So I said fuck you the whole family's dead Then I stomped on his head till the carpet turned red I hear some cryin wheres it comin from now I got it I go up to the next room its comin from the closet So I'm walkin over and I rip off the door His wife is in the fetal position laying on the floor I tell her to get out but she doesnt wanna listen She just layin on the floor and she keeps winmperin She said please don't hurt me and I said bitch you ain't that lucky She said take whatever you want I said I don't want your money So I stepped into the closet and I grabbed a wire hanger Wrap it around her neck and strangle.... Walkin down the hall oh no I'm hearin some more cryin I walk into the bedroom under the bed the girl is lyin So I reach under the bed and I'm grabbin her by the hair I drag her out from under as she looks at me in tears So I grabbed a barbie doll and jammed the legs through her neck What I bloody mess so I dragged her with the rest Of the dead family but theres still the little boy I'm walkin around the house and I start to hear this little noise So I walk into the bathroom think its comin from the tub So I'm rippin down the shower curtain this is the shit that I love So I ripped him out of the tub and shoved his head in the toilet bowl Makin him drown in his own piss stealin his innocent soul So I guess my work is done The stupid mother fuck will never fuck with anyone So watch who you fuck with be careful what you say Cuz you might catch a skitzo on a bad day 4 - Illusion (Chorus 2X) Hi I'm just a regular guy It's just an illusion I made from the outside Inside I got a sick mind When the mask goes on just prepare to die Strange thoughts my mind begins to scatter Recover from depression I don't know whats the matter Well I'm mad like a hatter and I'm clearly insane But my life is an illusion so I'm hiding the pain Its strange to be normal but I'm trickin em all Cuz what goes on in my mind is like off the wall Lasting as I tick tick tick I be a lunatick I need help And I wanna kill myself But I wanna kill everyone else But I know I'm a nice guy you can't even tell That I'm a psycho Michael find someone to rain on Stalk her for months just to scare her Walk in your house I creep Sit there all night just to watch you sleep And I'll sneak out the door just before you wake The puppy tried to bark but I chewed up his face I tried to escape from the realm of insanities Sick of people sayin theyre understandin me You can't understand cuz I dont't even know myself I have a disease I need psychiatric help But I'm in denile you see me happy and smilin But inside my mind already died Maybe I'm depressed from feelings ive repressed Never expressed but oh I'm obsessed with death I guess Something went wrong down the line I can't control the ill thoughts in my mind I look like a nice guy wouldnt hurt a fly But its just an illusion I created on the outside nobody can know, nobody'll know till the mask goes on they'll see (Chorus) Hi I'm just a regular guy It's just an illusion I made from the outside Inside I got a sick mind When the mask goes on just prepare to die The voices in my head forever taunting me Demonic laughter from hell haunting me I tried to shut them up I bash my head against the wall And I'll be laughing hard after I bruise and blood my skull The voices the voices they make my brain numb Tellin me to do sick shit in voodoo tongues I'm doin what they tell me just to shut them up You think youre my friend but I'll stilll fuck you up You thought I cared about you that was an illusion You don't understand its my mind that I'm losin The man that you thought you knew was a mirage I'm clean cuttin body parts up in my garage Im the cryo clone you never thought woudl run into you But I'ma slash you hide you out put you in a tub of tub of vinegar You want me to kill ya cuz you don't like the torcha But I sorta like to see you in pain Insane what I am but I always wasnt like this Back in the day I wouldn't even write this Used to make songs to party and have fun But now my ill joints make insane clowns run The law was changed wheh I was on the brink of insanity So I saw a shrink he said hes gonna help me reach to my inner self Instead I reach for his throat and strangle to death I left his office with blood on my hands Peoiple in the waiting room all screamed and ran But I didn't sweat it I tried to forget it And nobody knows that I'm a crazy from it Its hectic to create the illusion of a sane man Cuz I'm insane man hahahahaheheheheh (Chorus) Hi I'm just a regular guy It's just an illusion I made from the outside Inside I got a sick mind When the mask goes on just prepare to die Prepare to die haha you thought you knew me It's all an illusion 5 - Torcha Chamba (Chorus 2X) Welcome to my torcha chamba Welcome to my blood stained room Gonna see your worst danger Gonna meet your final doom Lock me in with strange put me in a rubber room It won't help a bit with when ill thoughts consume My mind losing all rational thoughts in reality Multiple personalities battle me And I snapped cause I cant control the things that I do I wanna hurt people when the fantasy's through I walk in the dark and I look for my victim Like a Pit bull I see them and I sick them I get so much joy out of seeing people bleeding They took my cat scan showed the vision of a demon I fiend in blood like a crack fiend wants drugs I love dead bodies with maggots and bugs Yes I wanna stab, slice, stomp and beat Freddy has nightmares about me on elm street Where did I get all this aggression and anger? I take it out on people when I'm bring em in to the chamber (Chorus 3X) Welcome to my torcha chamba Welcome to my blood stained room Gonna see your worst danger Gonna meet your final doom You walk through the hall you can hear the muffled screams It aint a bad dream but its worse than it seems Blood is splattered everywhere it don't matter You afraid, piss in your pants cant hold your bladder ? What's the matter did you see my cruel experiments? I do all of this sick shit for my own merriment People getting stabbed, people getting hurt People getting shocked, people getting burnt Nothing compares to the pain that I inflict So close your eyes bitch I'm just too sick No one ever made it out except this one nigga But he left here permanently disfigured Cause I pealed off his skin, took the skin off other men And then I sewed it on him Hispanics, Asians, whites and blacks He looked like a quilt he had different coloured patches Then I took all the skin that was left I made a dope outfit and I sported it myself No one knows the pain that you're feeling Blood dripping down the walls and vital organs hanging from the ceiling Come on down to the chamber underground Ropes and chains leave you tied up and bound No one gets out when you're here you're mine Q Strange can't stop committing crimes (Chorus 3X) Welcome to my torcha chamba Welcome to my blood stained room Gonna see your worst danger Gonna meet your final doom 6 - Pissed Walkin down the street and I'm clenchin my fists I'm waitin for a punk bitch to even start talkin shit Not today please man I'm not in the mood Don't even fuck with me I got a bad attitude Truth down the ave see a punk wanna beef Fake thug lookin hard can't be over 15 He's lookin mean staring at me wearin thug dress Wearin a wife beater when he barely ways a buck wet Man what you lookin at I'm iller than you And I've eaten fuckin steaks that were bigger than you So get the fuck out of my grill I'm mentally ill I wanna "murder murder murder and kill kill kill" Walked over to him grabbed a spoon out of my pocket Gouged out his eyes and I scalped off the sockets Busted a nut and sprayed it all in his brain Snapped off his head and attatched it to a chain And I swung it around and beat a bystander with it I'm wicked I took his fuckin ear and I bit it Off and spit it in the face of a midget I should be commited I don't care man I admit it I just dont know how to cope When I had a bad day so peep that song that I wrote I choke your throat and drill holes in your head Just because I woke up on the wrong side of the bed (Chorus 3X) Pissed Dont fuck with me today cause I'm Pissed I might just break your face if I'm Pissed Too much stress buildin up cause I'm Pissed pissed shit bitch 7 - Decayed Thoughts Sitting by a dumpster on a dark and rainy night I'm killing in a alley ain't a soul in site There's rain pouring down on my blood stained clothes Trembling and shaking cause I just don't know What's going on with the feeling right inside me Body parts are rotting in the dumpster right beside me I don't know who I killed or even why I did it The last thing I remember I was sitting in my kitchen Now I'm more covered in blood and I'm fucking soaking wet I got a human heart on a chain around my neck My mind is rotting and my thoughts are decayed A sick imagination in a blood stained brain So I stand up rain beats off my face So I get my hatchet and I put it on my waist Take off my mask and I put it on to place There ain't no time to waist it's blood I wanna taste I walk into a diner that's open all night There ain't nobody in there but the cook and his wife Walked to the place and they're scared as hell I jump over the counter and they start to yell I tell the bitch to shut her mouth And stay the fuck still Grab the cook's head Plant his face on the grill And as I press harder I can smell flesh burnin Took a hatchet to his neck the blood starts squirtin Bbody hits the floor, his heads still fryin His wife lays on the headless body and shes cryin grabbed her by the hair bit out her throat She gasps for air and the bitch starts to choke I leave her to die while I grab the cooks head I slice off his cheek and I put it in some bread Cut off their fingers put em in the deep fryer I ate em' on the counter while I light the place on fire Leave the burning building In search of more victims If anybody steps into my path I'm gonna kill em Got a pocket full of bibles in my trench coat A bloody lunchbox filled with noses and throats Hacked up fragments of brain stuck in my hair A mayonnaise jar filled with bit off ears Man I'm in tears (Chorus 4X) My mind is rotting and my thoughts are decayed A sick imagination in a blood stained brain 8 - I'm Crazy The insane brain of Q Strange will reign Remember that when I slice your veins You don't wanna fuck with the killa right here I'll tear your legs off and throw em down the stairs Unable to repair the eyes legs and arms Break in ya crib and I'll get your mom Tie the bitch up to the bed post Get close light it up watch the head roast I'm gonna laugh when I cut her in half She was caught in the rap of my aftermath You don't have to ask I'm the illest around I was underground but I'm killin em now And you're feelin the sound of a murderer Still illriginal productions you heard of us You're jerkin us I'm hard to kill And your blood gonna spill I'm poppin pills Like Prozak Rydalin Infacil Won't do shit cuz I'm mentally ill Can't pay the bill to my therapist So now I cant get my sedatives So I walk around all hella pissed Man you don't know who this fella is? I thought you knew its the guy named Q With blood stained clothes in my dining room Chewin on a cut off leg eatin people when they dead Eat their organs in some bread crack open a severed head Hard crunchy outside, chewy gooey inside Should have seen the look on the parents face when They heard the kids died This mind in my head is dead and yet my skull is a casket Psychopathic tactics to kill all you reckless bastards Lighter fluid and a pack of matches bring me such satisfaction Pyromaniac is laughing while the flames are burning, cracklin I like to hear the helpless screams of the people trapped inside Sirens in the distance but you'll never make it there on time So I slide to the next victim take an icepick and stick em I can't control the shit I do its just a sick addiction And yo, I'm crazy I'm crazy bitch you don't believe me? Wait till you see me on your TV then you'll want to be me You can never be as nuts as me what you think you buck like me? We'll fuckin see you're luck is up and chump I'm bout to jump on thee Corpse and of course I'm divorsed from my mind Or "The Source" cookin me one fuckin mic the next time cause I'm (Chorus 6X) Crazy I'm Crazy Crazy loony tapped in the brain Not all there passed insane Deranged strange basket case Don't wanna change half to face The fact that I'm ill mentally it was just meant to be Don't step to me you get to see how death is your destiny It gets the best of me guts and flesh digestin me It's hecktic G I'll rip you chest disectively My mind's infected see Respectin me is crucial if you don't it gets brutal Cuz i do the type of shit that movie scripts don't even do Don't got a crew maybe I do but they all up in my head Multiple personalities who needs fuckin friends Ohh I hit you in the back with a bat I hack you up with an axe as a matter of fact Dressed in black to attack I drag em In the back of a Saturn wagon Braggin Boastin Comatosin Bag a body in the bottom of the ocean Postin pictures FBI Killer wanted dead or alive You'll never get me man I Aint gonna stop The cops'll get dropped stabbed and get shot Shit is red hot like the flames of hell You say farewell to the body is a nameless shell I came to tell you all that I aint no joke Ashes get smoked all will get choked You start to get get poked with a rusty blade I'm the one and only killer known as Q strange 9 - Run and Hide Fuck it seems my reign of terror might be over now How the fuck they find out who i was shit how I never left no trace of fuckin evidence No blood semen or hair not even fingerprints Choppers up above flyin in the rainy sky A corpse at my feet but i gotta run and hide I'm runnin through the woods pourin ran fuckin stalls me Spotlights and searchdogs they all lookin for me I'm gettin tired and I hear em not too far behind I see a house so i better fuckin get inside Kick in the door slam the shit and then I lock it Pull out the knife that I keep inside my pocket An elderly couple is there trembling in fear I need a couple hostages get over here I gotta do somethin man I cant keep runnin I tie the old wrinkled bitch up to her husband (Chorus 8X) Nowhere to run no where to hide Here come the feds they surroundin the place I rip off the mask now exposing my face Get the fuck up we're gonna walk to the door I pick the old ass couple off of the floor Knife to her neck I had to let the cops see I'll kill two more people if you dont let me free I slam the door shut took a seat on the couch I hear the swat team sneakin outside of the house Then the phone rings i pick it up like what? The old people cryin like as if i give a fuck An FBI agent wants to talk about negotiation Fuck off I'm avoidin incarciration I'm sick of waitin im killin these fucks I slice the womans neck stab the mans lungs Back to the door push em both on the porch If i gotta go out fuck i aint gettin caught (Chorus 8X) Nowhere to run no where to hide Maybe I'll kill my fuckin self man thats who I'll go Oh shit what the fuck just came through the window Shit its gettin smokey its burnin my eyes I cant take the pain but I aint goin outside I hear the door bust down oh no here come the feds With gas masks strapped to the back of their heads The tackle me down but i cant see shit I just feel my ribs gettin kicked ahh Cuffed and dragged out thrown in the van I guess i should have had a better plan or maybe ran This is the end no more lives to take No more actin out on my aggresion and hate I never really thought that this day would come What the fuck is wrong with me why was i so dumb Now I'm all done and theres no way out I better just shut my fuckin mouth (Chorus 8X) Nowhere to run no where to hide 10 - Kill Somebody When I get stressed and shit Yo I know you get stressed to We all got stress And all they're trying to tell you is meditation and relaxing and all that shit Fuck that man, that shit don't work There's one thing that you can do It's gonna be a peach – But you gotta listen to me You just... You just... You just... You just... Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody (Take a deep breath, grab your knife and just do it) Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody (Just Take a deep breath, grab your knife and just do it) Kill Kill Kill Kill Just kill your mother, that ain't cause your woman clean 'Shut the fuck up bitch' and you stab her with a spleen Kill your father that drunk and fucking waste a life Wait till he's sleeping and give his fucking troath a slice Just kill your teacher right in the fucking classroom Drag his bloody body inside the school bathroom Right between the classes when the halls are packed So all the nerds who go to school that are like 'What the fuck was that?' Kill your best friend when he's hanging at your house chilling 'Nah man that's my homey' 'Man fuck it - just kill him' Take a sinder arc and smash it over his head And beat his bloody open skull till you know he's fucking dead Hide the body in the closet till it starts to stink Chop him up with a paster and dispose him in a sink Cause I know the way you think and it's just like you You wanna kill everybody see I'm just like you So in the middle of the night, sneak out your crib Break into the neighbours and don't the wake the kids And pour gasoline all over the house Light a match throw that shit in and burn the whole joint down Just kill people, old people, young people, black people white people Don't discriminate we're all equal I know nobody understands you and they think you're strange So take it from me that's my last name (Chorus 2X) Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody (Take a deep breath, grab your knife and just do it) Kill Kill Kill Kill Go ahead and stab him, get a gun and blast him Break a pipe and crack him, randomly attack him Get creative with em' torture when you kill em' Make them scream your name within in vein make him a victim Split him wide open and take them organs and guts Throw them at people in the street like WHAT Fuck So many people to kill So little time Murder, kill, rape, rob, steal, commit crime Go to school tomorrow try to top columbine In a trench coat with an Uzi killing kids without a time Kill the whole world till it's just you left And stab your head with a pen till you kill your fucking self I'm ill, I'm Q and I'm Prozac and Peckville Take Jones wand it might as well be sugarpills Cause it does nothing for me man I still wanna kill I'm not gonna sop till my heart gets spilled So what the fuck you waiting for, just go ahead and do it Don't stop till your covered in blood and body fluids HaHaHaHaHahahahahahahahahaha DO IT YOU CHICKENSHIT .. Fuck (Chorus 2X) Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody (Take a deep breath, grab your knife and just do it) Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill Yeah what the fuck your waiting for What are you a little bitch? Just do it (Take a deep breeath, grab your knife and just do it) Don't talk the shit, do the shit Little bitch Shit Cause if you was shit you don't just fucking kill somebody man He's right Just fucking do it (Take a deep breath, grab your knife and just do it) (Chorus 2X) Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody Kill Kill Kill Somebody (Take a deep breath, grab your knife and just do it) Kill Kill Kill Kill 11 - Morbid Lullabies (Chorus 2X) Sweet dreams close your eyes Listin to these morbid lullabies Waken up in cold sweats in the middle of the night Nightmares nightmares got you all a-fright Hope of sweet dreams I go to bed and close my eye lids Instead I'm having visions images of gothic violence I'm in a realm of darkness Scared but can't stop this Tossing and turning On a blood stained carpet Cant sleep I close my eyes I hear screams Morbid lullabies give my mind bad dreams I'm seein blood splattered Body parts scattered Clinging to picture she no torn and tattered And yo I'm mad and I've had it And now myself should be pattered And no I'm dreaming of a victim all beaten and battered And as these faces of death they haunt my nightmares My worst fears invading my brains sphere Pains severe As my heart pounds right through my chest Years sense I've had a good rest Depressed Visions of death are now rotting like flesh Voices in my head put my mind to the test Time to reflect on the shit I did wrong By this time tomorrow ill be gone I still don't give a fuck And I have no remorse I'm dreaming of my body being turned into a corpse Envisioning my soul rotting in the flames of hell I don't wonna die or stay in this cell But I don't got a choice I gotta pay the price Seein hellish bodies all sliced Faces with no eyeballs in the sockets Chasing me down as I flee into the darkness The unknown My minds in a zone and I'm froze To just sit and let these sick thoughts roam (Chorus 2X) Sweet dreams close your eyes Listin to these morbid lullabies Waken up in cold sweats in the middle of the night Nightmares nightmares got you all a-fright Angels and demons play tug of war with my soul I've lost control eternal bliss is my goal I fold under pressure cause this life that I treasure Is in a parallel dimension that's beyond human measure Purgatory unsure where else in eternity Embracing life but still flames are burning me I'm turning the page to the next chapter of life Cause after your life on earth ain't even half of your life Its like passin the mic in infinite eternal cipher Each emcee representing a new life I deal with jealousy hate guilt and anger Wanna make to higher ground but I'm in danger Of negativity consuming my whole being Corroding my soul with all the misery I'm seeing I'm fleeing this rotting human shell forever Demons chewing on my mind trying to sever I touch with reality in my rationality Now I'm battling multiple personalities - personalities I can't sleep (Chorus 3X) Sweet dreams close your eyes Listin to these morbid lullabies Waken up in cold sweats in the middle of the night Nightmares nightmares got you all a-fright 12 - Awaiting ExeQtion Sittin in a cell waitin I'm contimplatin Will I see god in heaven or am I seein satan? i'm debatin was it worth it actin on my urges Like i had the right to take a life on countless murders It aint my fault I'm wicked im just as sick kid I needed help now im waitin to die while time is tickin Everytime the sun rise i make a scratch on the wall So as the days go by i can keepin track of em all I know nobodys gonna miss me cus i never had a home You got me locked inside with family but i always was alone Not a clone in the lab raised by mad scientists Its all a delusion i should have told a psychiatrist I try to sit and rationalize close my eyes See the faces of my victims just before they die Why couldnt i stop why was killin my addiction Why couldnt my mind see the line of that conviction Cus every bloody body part the FBI discovered Was a piece of someones child someones friend someones mother I guess its too late to give a fuck now I gotta pay the consequences some how So i sit in a cell sicker than hell hittin myself If they dont kill me I'll be killin myself I'm feelin myself fadin away as the days pass I'm gettin payed back in a chamber full of gas But its my own fault i should have never got caught Now they lock me inside of this mysterious vault So i gasp and choke on the smoke and i cant see Now I'm dead that makes them no better than me 13 - Sick Shit 14 - Unmasked 15 - Eternal Bliss This is for all the lost souls, there is hope (Chorus 3X) Happiness is all I want but I am caught by misery And no one understands or even cares if I just live or die There is only one way out and I am not afraid to take it It's the only way I say is Su-i-cide This kids mom died when he was just fifteen Left with his house his pops was a dope fiend Who didn't give a fuck about him He even thinks that he'd be better off without him He goes to school with no friends and he's mad for He misses his mom even though she was a crack whore Comes through the backdoor so dad wont see Cuz after school at 3' he gets greeted with a beat He has to go around with smelly clothes and no socks While other kids rocked new Nike's and Reeboks He's not happy with his miserable existence Sometimes he has the urge to just say 'Good Riddance' Grew up around drugs but never thought about trying it Tried to not become a product of his environment He tried even to talk to his pillow like a psychiatrist Screaming in to it 'Why did she have to die' Mom was in a program to get off the stuff I guess she wasn't ready, or strong enough But if she was alive it wouldn't be good either Cuz dad used to beat her every day and mistreat her He hates his father but it's all he has left He doesn't want to live because he's afraid of death But maybe he think that he'd be better off dead He grabbed a paper and a pen, wrote a note and it said: (Chorus 3X) Happiness is all I want but I am caught by misery And no one understands or even cares if I just live or die There is only one way out and I am not afraid to take it It's the only way I say is Su-i-cide He feels a little nervous because he doesn't know what left it What be the best to end it he's starting to cry now. Time now he wants to just think it through Life stinks it's true but there's got to be a better way A better day may come but it ain't likely 'It's a constant battle in this life, It fights me' He thinks that he's a coward but in fact he's real brave Never gave in to temptations that put his mother in the grave He wants to be saved, but no one hears his cries for help except for god in heaven, still he wants to kill himself He wasn't brought up to know about god and the bible He own short life was spent nothing but survival Suicidal thoughts evading his young mind Sunshine is something he ain't seen in a long time He can't take the loneliness and the sadness Goes in the other room and gives his dad a kiss Even though he's passed out from the drugs He still only has - and in a way still loves him He wants to join his mom in eternal bliss Got in the bathtub and sliced his wrist As he watched his blood pour out the veins and down the drain He said goodbye to the pain (Crying) (Chorus 4X) Happiness is all I want but I am caught by misery And no one understands or even cares if I just live or die There is only one way out and I am not afraid to take it It's the only way I say is Su-i-cide There is hope, you can get help There's somebody you can talk to There is hope (Chorus 2X) Happiness is all I want but I am caught by misery And no one understands or even cares if I just live or die There is only one way out and I am not afraid to take it It's the only way I say is Su-i-cide 16 - Heroin You'll never leave me You need me in this life You can't live without me I own you You belong to me That's right, don't ever try to leave me Because you can't You can't do it You know who I am (Who are you? Tell em' your name) (Chorus 2x) My name is Heroin I'm better than your medicine I'll take your life and your soul if you let me in There ain't a problem in this world that I can't fix There ain't a pain that you have I can't help you deal with You need me you can't live without me inside you Don't believe in negative press you've been lied to I'm all you need in life you can't breathe without me I'm your best friend, your lover and your family I make you feel like you have supernatural power I'm all you need and I'm just a brown powder You'd steal from your own mother just to have me Walk through the worst neighborhoods just to grab me Sitting in a corner putting me in a spoon Anticipating the feeling you're gonna have soon Burning me, turning me into liquid form It's a great habit what you wanna kick it for You look at you, you're trembling putting me in that syringe You're pocking your skin you're trying to get me in You'll shoot me through your eyelids just to get me to your brain The faster I can go there and ease your pain In your vein I just slither like a venoms snake and it's great I can't wait to end your heartache I slowly cross the blood brain barrier Give birth to morpheme finds to open your receptors You have a sensation; you're calling it a rush The intensity because you had all my drug And the faster that I find to open your receptors The more intense the rush is, it feels even better You might have a warm blushing in your skin Have a dry mouth or happiness in your limbs You might be nauseous, vomit, have severe itching But it's worth it nothing beats this here feeling (Chorus 3x) My name is Heroin I'm better than your medicine I'll take your life and your soul if you let me in There ain't a problem in this world that I can't fix There ain't a pain that you have I can't help you deal with You got problems in your life I can help you through it you tried to dump me once before but you couldn't do it You had insomnia, muscle and bone pain Worse than when you tried to leave my cousin named Cocaine You were vomiting, restless, had cold flashes It's just you and me no one knows you're an addict You're psychically dependent on me now. Don't you see that? You would die without me in your life, believe that I've infected your heart and collapsed you veins I've done sever damage to your brain Because of me you've had bacterial infections A small price to pay that's the cost of my affection The high is wearing of you're drowsy for a couple of hours My affects have got your mental function all clouded You heart rate drops you respiratory system slows You're slowly fading as a victim of my overdose You needed me but don't you see I don't need you There's a lot of people in this world that need me too I just used you like the stupid bitch you are I left you dead in your own vomit on the kitchen floor I didn't care about you; you're just a bitch to me I know you cheated on me with my brother Ecstasy We got more people to infect, you can't stop me These rehabs and clinics people still can't drop me I've been on a killing spree for decades now There ain't nothing in this world gonna slow me down Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Yeah that's right You can't stop me I'm just gonna keep going I'ma keep ending more lives, infecting more people This ain't never gonna stop Cause once you've had me, you can't live without me in your life I will rule your whole world You live for me I own you